February 5th, 2012
05:33 PM ET

Crossing the plains and kicking up dirt, a new Mormon pioneer

By Jessica Ravitz, CNN

San Diego (CNN) – At a 1950s-style house nestled in a peaceful neighborhood nicknamed “Hanukkah Hill,” a smiling Buddha on the porch greets visitors – his arms raised as if to say all are welcome.

Affixed to the doorpost is a mezuzah, a decorative case holding blessings for a Jewish home. Inside, on the family’s refrigerator, hangs a magnet from the Feminist Mormon Housewives blog that says, “Jesus loves us. Who cares what you think?”

In the kitchen stands Joanna Brooks, an accidental, unofficial and admittedly unauthorized source for all things Mormon. She’s making “funeral potatoes,” a classic Mormon casserole, and heaped on the counter are the ingredients: a not-so-healthy dose of cheese, butter, sour cream, hash browns and chicken soup. Her Jewish husband strolls by, takes a look at what’s cooking, and grimaces. Bespectacled and freckled 6-year-old Rosa, standing atop a chair, proudly announces, “I’m Jewish and Mormon!”

The home and life Brooks has created is the product of a complicated journey.

She cannot separate The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints from her identity any more than she can leave cheese out of funeral potatoes. But like her persecuted ancestors who braved the unforgiving plains to reach the promised land of what is now Utah, Brooks, 40, fights for her faith.

The battle has, at times, left her feeling beaten.

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As a young feminist activist, she saw her beloved church excommunicate her intellectual heroes. She’s felt outrage and soul-crushing grief while watching her church mobilize against same-sex marriages. For about 10 years, she walked away.

But today a vintage postcard of a Mormon missionary boarding a plane sits on her desk to inspire. It reads, in part, “Dare to be different.”

She believes there’s room in the LDS Church for loving criticism and candid talk, that Latter-day Saints like her can not just belong but also serve – without fear of being cast out into the wilderness.

She’s staking her claim to Mormonism, writing about it for Religion Dispatches, debunking myths in national papers, speaking up on podcasts, radio shows and from stages, and offering advice in her column and blog, Ask Mormon Girl. She recently self-published her memoir, “The Book of Mormon Girl: Stories from an American Faith” and writes regularly for Feminist Mormon Housewives. Politico has named her, or specifically her Twitter account, one of the “50 Politicos to Watch.” All this while being an award-winning scholar, a published poet and, oh yeah, a department chair and professor of English and comparative literature at San Diego State University.

Click the audio player for a Q&A with Joanna Brooks from CNN Radio's John Lisk
Amid Mitt Romney’s presidential bid, the “I’m a Mormon” ad campaign and the smash-hit Broadway musical “Book of Mormon,”  this Obama supporter has emerged as a refreshing voice for media, hungry for frank discussion about her faith.

Her goal? To be her authentic self and humanize a tradition and people she couldn't love more.

“I just refuse to be ashamed of being Mormon,” she says. “Don’t talk about us like we’re not in the room.”

Embracing her difference

Growing up in California's Orange County, she often was the only Mormon in a room.  She was, she likes to say, “a root beer among the Cokes,” a reference to the caffeine-free drink that her faith permits.

She fantasized about her ancestors on the other side of the veil. Her father, a longtime LDS Church bishop – a volunteer pastor – said they knew her name and that her spirit would join them when she died.

She sang pioneer hymns in church on Sundays with other root beers. She kneeled and prayed to God each night before bed. By the time she was baptized at 8, she’d read cover-to-cover the Book of Mormon, the sacred text Latter-day Saints view as “another testament of Jesus Christ” and study in addition to the Bible.

Brooks, center, and her sisters learned early to be proud of and show off their Mormon pioneer heritage.

She learned to relish being different, even when born-again classmates, taught by their pastors to believe she was in a cult, scrawled warnings in her yearbook. When Marie Osmond, a visible Mormon to the non-Mormon world, winked into the TV camera on Friday nights, Brooks was sure the gesture was meant for her.

Along the way, there were glimpses of the woman she would become. Asked one year in grade school to write two term papers, she chose as her subjects the Equal Rights Amendment and Joseph Smith, the founder of the LDS Church.

“I’m not making this up,” she says, laughing at what some may see as irony. “This is who I am.”

But in her traditional - what she calls “orthodox” - Mormon home, she was only exposed to pamphlets on women’s rights penned by Phyllis Schlafly, a conservative stalwart who railed against the ERA push.

At LDS Church-owned Brigham Young University in Provo, Utah, the only college she ever considered attending, Brooks imagined the warm embrace of being among her people. Looking at those around her, at first she worried she was too different. But during orientation, an English professor quoted a verse from the Book of Mormon that she'd carry with her.

He denieth none that come unto him, black and white, bond and free, male and female; and he remembereth the heathen; and all are alike unto God, both Jew and Gentile.

“I felt the knot of panic in my belly loosen and disappear,” she writes in her memoir. “Deep inside my chest, a door opened. Light and oxygen flooded the room.”

She gravitated to professors who shined the light on possibilities, devouring the words of Mormon poets and feminist historians.

All are alike unto God.

In the Student Review, an alternative and unofficial school paper, Brooks poked fun at university policies, interviewed polygamists, wrote about gay issues and simply didn’t shy away from matters most people were afraid to talk about.

While getting ready for church on Sundays, she blared Public Enemy.

Outside her circle of like-minded friends were people like John Dehlin, a staunchly conservative Mormon student who watched her from afar. Whether it was hot-button issues in the paper, pro-choice demonstrations at the state Capitol or night vigils and marches for rape victims, he says, Brooks was always involved.

“She didn't know me, but I knew her. I was torn between being uncomfortable and seeing her as dangerous, and respecting her for her courage and convictions.”

Brooks was riding an optimistic wave of change at BYU, when the tide suddenly shifted.

The early 1990s brought a LDS Church crackdown on intellectuals, feminists and activists who were perceived as being threats.

Professors at BYU lost their jobs. Others walked away in solidarity. In September 1993, six prominent Mormon scholars were excommunicated or disfellowshipped – stripped of certain religious rights, including access to LDS Church temples.

The day Brooks received her diploma, she handed it back in protest.

Wrestling with God

The still-warm funeral potatoes take their place on a picnic table crowded with treats in a La Jolla  park. Milling about are those who've gathered for a monthly meeting, a support group of sorts, under the auspices of an organization called Mormon Stories.

Some, like Brooks, are faithful churchgoing members. Others no longer attend services but long for cultural connections. For at least two of these Californians (one says she is a distant relative of Mitt Romney's), the day church leaders called on Mormons to support Proposition 8 – a 2008 ballot measure to prevent same-sex marriages – was the last time they sat in the pews. One first-time visitor shows up, her crisis of faith new and raw.

“I believed everything until two weeks ago,” she says, her expression one-part grief, the other anger.

Brooks understands those in painful transition. God knows she's been there.

After graduating from BYU, Brooks headed to Los Angeles to get her doctorate in English at UCLA. For about five years, she says she regularly went to church but was still reeling from “the purge” of so many mentors.

She wrestled internally. Each time the LDS Church galvanized its members behind the Defense of Marriage Act or supported initiatives that predated Prop 8, she felt like a cinderblock had been dropped on her heart. If her bishop asked how she was doing, she burst into tears.

“Whenever I went to church, I'd just cry,” she says. “So I just stopped. It was my way of saying 'uncle.' It was too much. I clearly needed time.”

Brooks retreated not just from church, but also from her liberal Mormon peers. She guarded her tongue and emotions around family.

Meantime, her life moved forward in other beautiful ways. She'd fallen hard for David Kamper, then a doctoral student in anthropology, “a sweet and soulful Jewish man from my California hometown: a man who saw no enmity in me, a man who would never put me on trial, a man who would never audit my heart for heresy,” she says in her memoir.

They met at a union party for teaching assistants. About two months into their relationship, she turned to him and said, “You know we're going to get married.”

When they did, some years later, she couldn't have a temple marriage, which allows two Mormons to be sealed for eternity in a sacred ceremony – a rite considered necessary to reach the highest level in heaven. Instead, their unconventional wedding blended their religious backgrounds.

When Kamper stomped on a glass, which marks the end of a Jewish wedding ceremony, Brooks knew she was in some way breaking her parents' hearts.

The oldest of four siblings, all dedicated Mormons, she still attended family events in the LDS Church during those years in self-imposed exile. Each visit made her ache with longing. She tried other Christian denominations, but none felt like home.

It was the birth of her daughters Ella and Rosa, now 8 and 6, that would eventually help bring her back. When she rocked them to sleep, she mindlessly sang a Mormon pioneer hymn, a reminder of those who walked before her.

Her faith journey was shaped, in part, by the birth of daughters Ella -- walking ahead with the family dog -- and Rosa.

She realized she had to be true to her spiritual needs and her legacy, not just for herself, but for her little girls. She began writing the book that would become her memoir, to help her heal and so they would someday understand their mother.

“I am an unorthodox Mormon woman with a fierce and hungry faith,” she writes. “Sometimes even in my own tradition I feel a long way from home. But I will keep on crossing as many plains as this life puts in front of me. I drag along my Jewish husband, my two daughters, and a trunk of difficult questions.”

Finding her way home

Slowly, in 2008, she dipped her cold feet back in the LDS Church waters.

Three months later, like a tsunami, came the push for Proposition 8.

“So I took another few months off. To shake my fist at God,” she wrote in a recent Ask Mormon Girl column. “That's what I did until the vote was over. And then I went back. Again.”

That wasn’t all she did, though. Once, during this hiatus from church, she returned to her childhood congregation for a new nephew’s naming and blessing. She squirmed in her seat as each talk and prayer mentioned the need to protect marriage, she recalls in her memoir.

Using Rosa, then 2, as an excuse, she went for a walk. On a hallway table she spotted clipboards holding data for “Yes on 8” voters, canvassing materials culled through hours and hours of work.

“My heart pounds. I look around. The hallways are clear,” she writes. Brooks snatched those papers and shoved them in her flowered diaper bag. She rushed outside, her heels clicking on pavement. Shielded by cars and with Rosa on her hip, she forced the papers down a metal sidewalk grate. “Still, I feel the weight of the cinderblock on my heart.”

When she could guard her tongue no longer, she decided to speak publicly at a rally opposing Prop 8. She held her breath as she sent her speech to her parents.

The next morning, she opened her e-mail to see this from her father: “ ‘We want you to know we love you. You have wanted a more just and loving world since you were a little girl,’ ” she recounts in her memoir. She then describes her reaction: “Tears drop on my keyboard. My chest heaves.”

Now her father is dying of ALS, an experience that’s made their differences irrelevant.

“My parents are very devoted Mormons, and they didn’t always know what to do with me,” she says. “But there’s nothing like a terminal illness to put things in perspective.”

In late 2009, she began writing about her Mormonism for others. Her first published piece was about raising interfaith children.

Brooks hopes that through her writing and speaking out she can help humanize Mormons, who are often misunderstood.

Perhaps no one was more relieved to see her name than John Dehlin, the BYU student who'd once watched her from afar.

He'd gone through his own faith crisis years after they graduated, and searched online for Brooks. He couldn't find her anywhere. When he saw her byline, he reached out immediately.

“Where have you been?” he asked. “We need you. We've always needed you.”

Dehlin created Mormon Stories in 2005, first as a podcast offering open conversations for those grasping for reasons to stay in the LDS Church, which he has. Now the group also runs conferences and online communities, as well as support groups, which are sprouting up across the globe.

Brooks didn't need Mormon Stories to get back to church. She'd worked through her struggle in her own way and own time. But realizing there were others like her out there – even if they weren't sitting next to her in church – gave her comfort. There's a kinship among those who want and need to speak freely.

The way Mormons show up for one another, she says, is part of what she loves most about her faith tradition. And while her “calling” may not be conventional or church-sanctioned, she's fulfilling a mandate to serve.

By being there for folks who are lost and looking to be found or are desperate to say things they don't feel safe uttering at church or to their families, she attends to those in need.

“Is there space for difference? People are feeling it out,” she says. “No one wants to start a new church. No one wants a schism.”

Some of her friends, especially those not in the LDS Church, have wondered why she didn't just walk away.

That might have been easier, and it's what most of her BYU friends did do. But she's shed tears and worked so hard to maintain her identity, faith and community because, like those who came before her, that's what Mormon pioneers do.

“I know who I am”

Scampering out of the garage, Mosi leads the way. The family dog - her name means "cat" in Navajo - tugs Brooks through the neighborhood on a walk that doubles as thinking time for this busy mother, professor and author.

On this afternoon, she talks about how carefully she must toe a line - one that allows her to be faithful, respectful and gently critical. She's emboldened knowing she doesn't walk alone. There are dozens and dozens like her who - thanks to blogs and social media - are also weighing in.

Brooks speaks on stages and radio programs. She also has been interviewed for documentaries, including one about Mormons in politics.

Not afraid to discuss touchy issues of race, polygamy, or same-sex marriages, Brooks says she's gotten plenty of mail from LDS Church members begging her to stop. They say she's not a spokesperson for the church, and she agrees – she isn't. She's not trying to be.

She believes this cautiousness of fellow Latter-day Saints, this fear of individually speaking up, isn't serving Mormons well. Instead of relying on church officials to read from scripts that sound likes scripts, she says, “People need to see us as human beings.”

The sacrifices of Mormons who’ve spoken out before her also help prod Brooks along. She has to trust that times are changing – that what happened to women like feminist Margaret Toscano won’t happen to her.

Toscano, 62, was excommunicated in 2000 – seven years after her husband. She recalls how the late 1970s Mormon supporters of the ERA were driven underground. She was among those who re-emerged in the late 1980s, only to face a slapdown. She says she personally knows hundreds who’ve walked away from the church over women’s issues.

She watches Brooks and others like her with hope, but not complete optimism. The ability of activists to do what they do while in the church, Toscano says, comes and goes at the whim of whoever is in charge.

Others who watch Brooks may be concerned about the company she keeps.

She knows there are those who fear her association with “apostates,” but she shrugs this off. “It’s not a concern for me. I know who I am.”

Who she is and what she believes rankles Ralph Hancock, a political science professor at BYU who’s taken her on in an LDS blog review called The Bulwark. Simply put, he says in an e-mail, “Joanna thinks or assumes that Mormonism is compatible with (or intrinsically drawn toward?) a contemporary liberal-progressive agenda – and I think not.”

But not all conservatives are bothered by her work.

At the helm of the Foundation for Apologetic Information & Research (FAIR), an organization that defends the LDS Church from detractors, is president Scott Gordon. He may not agree with many of her positions, but he’s glad she’s out there.

She shows the “plurality of thought within Mormonism,” he says, and has taken on characterizations of Mormons in the press in a way that’s made him want to cheer.

LDS Church officials have never contacted Brooks directly, she says. And they wouldn’t comment directly on her or her work for this story.

While Brooks will speak openly about the church she loves, warts and all, she has limits. She refuses to feed the uninformed, broad-brush sensationalism so many use to paint her often misunderstood faith. That's why she graciously turned down a recent request from a History Channel producer who, among other things, hoped Brooks could show how she uses a “seer stone” – a prophetic tool used by LDS Church founder Joseph Smith.

“Are you kidding me!” Brooks says, remembering what went through her head but never came out of her mouth. “That's like asking David [her Jewish husband] if he knows how to sacrifice animals.”

Back from the walk, she rounds up the family to head out to dinner.

Over pizzas at a long table in the Blind Lady Ale House, her husband joins friends in sharing tastes of microbrews. Brooks didn't always follow the Mormon rules to abstain from coffee, tea and alcohol. But with her renewed commitment to the church, she does now.

Among her friends here are two women with whom she leads a Girl Scout troop. Giggling at the far end of the table are their daughters, members of what they like to call “the rogue Brownie troop.”

More important to them than competitive cookie peddling are missions these moms can get behind: a tour of an organic farm, an environmental cleanup activity and a food drive for AIDS patients.

Leaving the other adults to their beers, Brooks heads outside with the four girls. Soon the little ones are marching up and down the sidewalk, arms linked, shouting something that leaves passersby smiling.

“One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight! Schlemiel! Schlimazel! Hasenpfeffer Incorporated!”

Brooks has spontaneously taught them the intro to the television classic “Laverne & Shirley.”

She hooks her arms with them as they scream, “Again! Again!” She coaches their footwork and matches their youthful enthusiasm. She wonders, as an afterthought, if she’s got that “hasenpfeffer” word right.

Reaching into a pocket, Brooks pulls out her smartphone and says with a sheepish grin, “Let me check my seer stone.”

On white people, lipstick and the sacrament

It's a Sunday morning, and the family is getting ready for church. Kamper serves up pancakes before racing off to change. Ella and Rosa look over their visitor to make sure she's dressed appropriately. Modest skirt and sleeves? Check.

“Church is a good place,” Rosa says. She bounds past a globe of the world and a child-sized drum set to grab a book from the playroom shelf.

“Read this,” she orders, handing over “How Does the Holy Ghost Make Me Feel?” “This'll teach you about church.”

Rosa shows off their food storage, recommended by the LDS Church in case of disasters.

In the kitchen, Brooks holds up the New York Times Sunday Review and rails against Lee Siegel's Mitt Romney-related opinion piece, “What's Race Got to Do With It?

“ 'Mormonism is still imagined by its adherents as a religion founded by whites, for whites, rooted in a millenarian vision of an America destined to fulfill a white God's plan for earth,' ” she reads aloud. And then, swatting the paper with the back of her hand, she asks, “Is there fact checking involved?”

She knows of the millions of LDS Church members dotting the globe in Africa, Asia and Latin America. And the Japanese-American, Filipino-American, black and Hispanic members in her own ward, or congregation. Later that night, she'll write her response. In this moment, Ella turns her attention to the diversity of American Girl dolls.

Scattered across a sofa are Rebecca, a Russian-Jewish girl from New York; Kaya, a Native American from the Nez Perce tribe; and Kirsten, who wears a bonnet.

“Mommy,” Ella screams, racing out of the room, “Did you know Kirsten's a pioneer girl?”

With her daughters loaded in the Prius, Brooks takes the wheel and tunes in Bob Marley. The girls start rifling through her purse in the backseat. They gob on her lipstick.

“Great,” she says, peering in the rearview mirror. “They're getting tarted up for church.”

Lipstick wiped off, they stroll inside. Brooks takes a seat in the back, and the girls dart up the aisle to sit with friends.

Who Brooks is outside of church is of no consequence. If anyone does follow her work, she says, “No one is up in my grill.” When she's here, she's here for spiritual sustenance – to pray, take the sacrament, and connect with and serve her community.

Bags crowding her feet hold the coffee cake she'll take to the Sunday school class she'll teach later, the Jeopardy-style game she's devised for today's lesson, and reading materials and toys to keep kids occupied.

The LDS Church's children's magazine features a story about Mormons in Tonga. Brooks spots her visitor reading it and whispers, “See how focused we are on white people?”

A little boy scoots a toy car along the floor. Stacked on a chair above him, next to hymnals, are “Curious George” books in Spanish.

Her husband sits down beside her, his arm around her shoulder. Kamper shows up because who she is, what she needs for herself and their kids, matters to him. Her acceptance of his Judaism, the fact that she's never suggested he convert, has helped him get over what the couple jokingly refer to as his “Jesus allergy.” He doesn't take the sacrament when it's offered and admits he sometimes passes on saying “amen” to church prayers.

“They don't know what the hell to make of me,” he says. But ever since he fell in love with Brooks, this trained ethnographer has been a close observer of Mormons. He feels embraced by her parents now, but that took time. Her father once challenged Kamper to read the Book of Mormon and accept the missionary lessons, visits from LDS teachers. Kamper figured it was the least he could do, but it didn't lead him into a baptismal font.

Unable to play an official role during Mormon family ceremonies, like baby namings, he accepts his job as the designated microphone holder. Someday he'll tell his nephews, “If you get busted and go to jail, call Uncle David.”

Here in church, his role is supportive husband. Kamper strokes Brooks' back when she weeps. Tears fall when her eyes close in prayer.

In a small classroom afterward, she meets with four high school students, three of whom are heading to BYU in the fall. When she meets with them, she says she sees herself at their age.

The Book of Mormon, the introduction of an additional scripture, “was a bold claim,” she tells them. “I think that's why Mormons are bold. We're OK being different.”

Trusting God’s plan

The girls plop down at the kitchen table, feasting on leftover funeral potatoes. They start humming the “Muppet Show” theme song and then, after rattling off some of their favorite Simon and Garfunkel titles, bust into the chorus of “Mrs. Robinson.”

And here's to you, Mrs. Robinson,
Jesus loves you more than you will know,
Wo, wo, wo.
God bless you, please, Mrs. Robinson,
Heaven holds a place for those who pray,
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.

Each night at dinner, the girls lead the family in prayer. Sometimes their words are inspired by their Mormonism; other times they honor the Jewish side of themselves.

They're being raised to be part of both religious traditions. They celebrate Christmas, Easter and Pioneer Day, which marks the day in 1847 when Mormon pioneers first entered now-Utah. The family also observes Hanukkah, Rosh Hashanah, Yom Kippur and Passover. Because Kamper likes to host a big Passover seder each year, Brooks decided the family would also host a Mormon seder on Pioneer Day, featuring her favorite recipes, including her “Green Goddess” Jell-o salad.

One month the girls attend Sunday school at church; the next they can be found in Hebrew school.

“It can be challenging because I have to learn one thing and then another thing,” Ella says. “But it can be fun, too, because I know I'm special.”

Brooks doesn't worry about their kids. All she can do is be responsible for her own choices and give them a rich spiritual life, she says. They'll be free to decide what path they want to travel. “God has a plan for everyone, and everything is going to work out,” she says. “I'm not afraid for them.”

Nor is Kamper, though he admits he's starting to realize some rabbis might balk if the girls want bat mitzvahs.

Ella describes how she feels in church.

“I feel comfortable because I'm in God's house. And I also feel comfortable because I know lots of people love me,” she says.

Her parents smile at each other. They want to know if she feels like she's in God's house at synagogue.

“No, but I feel like God's watching over me,” she answers.

Ella then offers to share a typical prayer she and Rosa might recite.

“We fold our arms and close our eyes,” she instructs. “Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for this food and this family. Please bless those who are sick... And if I was going to sleep,” she decides to add, “Please help me so I won't have nightmares. And if I do, send the Holy Ghost down to comfort me. I say these things in Jesus' name. Amen.”

Seconds later, she and her younger sister switch gears.

“Shema, Yisrael. Adonai Eloheinu. Adonai echad,” they sing, the translation being, “Hear, O Israel, the Lord is our God, the Lord is one.”

Across the kitchen, their mother’s voice rises in perfect Hebrew, too.

It's a Jewish prayer sung by a faithful Mormon who believes “all are alike unto God.” And she sings it with every bit of her pioneer spirit.

- CNN Writer/Producer

Filed under: Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints • Judaism • Mormonism • Politics • Same-sex marriage • Women

soundoff (1,778 Responses)
  1. obamayakyak

    Geee....the only thing left unspoken is the moans of orgasm being felt by the CNNistas over this "refreshing" "Mormom" voice.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:32 pm |
  2. utahgentile

    Let's see an artilce on JUANITA Brooks

    February 6, 2012 at 3:32 pm |
  3. Frank

    They practically wrote a NOVEL on this chick! Leave it to CNN to fall in love with a liberal, feminist, blah blah blah...... As someone else here asks "How can you belong to a certain religion, yet reject everything it believes?"

    February 6, 2012 at 3:30 pm |
    • Anchorite

      Y'know, you're right. If she doesn't hate gays and blacks and reserves any loyalty for America, or if she thinks women should be equal to men, she can't really call herself a Mormon.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:33 pm |
    • mike hunt

      agreed! and the artical still got mormonism wrong. THEY CAN DRINK COKE!

      February 6, 2012 at 3:35 pm |
    • JA Ramsey

      But wait, is she really out there preaching false doctrine? I suppose you could say her rejection of the Proposition 8 directive is a dangerous questioning of the wisdom behind church leadership decisions, but for the most part it seems like a lot of what she represents is an all too rare departure from the mainstream, conservative LDS culture, which doesn't necessarily have to mean a departure from the faith.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:41 pm |
  4. Thor

    Paid for by Obama campaign

    February 6, 2012 at 3:29 pm |
    • Stephen

      Are you always so narrow-minded?

      February 6, 2012 at 3:45 pm |
    • JA Ramsey

      Mormons are not explicitly required to vote against Obama, but if you're an active LDS member, just try saying something positive about the President on Sunday at a Ward House in Provo and see what happens.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:47 pm |
    • Blah

      Dude, get...over...it. Seriously!

      February 6, 2012 at 3:50 pm |
  5. Thomas

    Why does calling all of her political viewpoints "refreshing" not warrant the label of "OPINION" on the piece, but rather a day long spot on the front page of what is supposedly a reputable news source???

    February 6, 2012 at 3:28 pm |
  6. Kay

    I'm Catholic and my relationship and beliefs about God is only between me and God; not me, God and some third party. Yes I believe that God has plans for us but he grants us free will to do it. With that, I believe everyone has the choice to believe in what they want. I am socially liberal because I do not want to infringe your free will as a human being. I would never shove God's word down other people's throat, nor would I ever condemn someone unlike core hard conservatists do. My religious beliefs bring out the best in me to be kind and genuine towards others no matter how different they appear to be. Religion should remain as a personal manner.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:28 pm |
  7. malasangre

    the pioneer outfits are fun. Holland Mi has parades with all the kids in Dutch costumes etc. my great granny told me about some family members that went thru Utah as pioneers headed to California. 9-11-1857 was the end of that journey

    February 6, 2012 at 3:28 pm |
  8. marko

    I'm no mormon, but neither is this woman.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:28 pm |
  9. chip

    I stopped reading after the article spoke of Mormons as persecuted. What a joke! LOL They weren't persecuted, Joseph Smith was a philandering outlaw extortionist.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:27 pm |
    • Ja Who

      Your comment is a joke. If being tarred and feathered, run out of cities and houses set on fire isn't persecution to you then I hope you get NOT persecuted.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:52 pm |
    • Penobscot11

      You clearly know nothing about Mormon history. If you dare to engage your brain, read "Rough Stone Rolling" by Richard L. Bushman.

      February 6, 2012 at 4:11 pm |
    • Nathan

      If you don't think Mormons were persecuted you need to brush up on some reading. People love to ignore it, but there have few in this country ever persecuted like the early Mormons. How many other groups of people in our nation's history have ever had a state put out an extermination order on them?

      February 6, 2012 at 4:46 pm |
  10. chuckzee

    I mean, she seems nice. But everything about what she believes makes her the least authoritative mormon on the market. Seems like the thing she knows a LOT about is how to compromise. Her religion says that her husband is going to hell, His religion says she is going to hell. That's interesting.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:26 pm |
    • Ja Who

      How does her religion say she is going to hell? Yeah, you have no idea what you're talking about.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:54 pm |
    • Calvin

      So little understanding of what Mormons really believe. Did you even know that Mormons don't even teach a "hell"? The worst one can do in this life is to still end up in a heaven, although there are different degrees of glory associated with the three main classifications of heaven, as the LDS believe. And, who are we to judge who will end up where? The LDS don't believe that this life is all there is to it – there will be learning and growth as individuals in the hereafter. LDS don't look at people from other denominations, or no religion at all, and say "that person is damned" or anything of the sort.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:58 pm |
  11. anchopoblano

    She has "it?" Question is do Centers for Disease Control centers know about "it?"

    February 6, 2012 at 3:25 pm |
    • Penobscot11

      The CDC has all they can handle right now with the evangelical problem.

      February 6, 2012 at 4:12 pm |
  12. Glenn

    Let's be clear.

    1. Mormons do NOT share the same "trinity" as Christians. This is NOT even up for debate.
    2. I lived in Utah for 5 years, Easter Sunday? Only celebrated in the Christian churches.
    3. Same Jesus? Again. NOT the same Jesus....see item 2 above.
    4. Do Mormons believe their God has his own planet? YES – it is called Kolob (I'm not making this stuff up)
    5. Do Mormons believe that Jews arrived in Central America in an air-tight submarine...giving the genetic link to the Native Americans? YES (since science proved this could not be the truth, the Mormons have "adjusted" the Book of Mormon.

    Enough said – Nice people? Yes. Corrupt doctrine? ABSOLUTELY

    February 6, 2012 at 3:25 pm |
    • Eric

      Well, sure...Mormonism is full of silly doctrines...but then again Christians believe in a three-in-one magic sky father than kills himself and is reborn to save us from our sins, so let's not get TOO nitpicky here.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:33 pm |
    • bobg

      I guess I don't mind you being critical of Mormon beliefs. However, I would ask you to answer these questions from your own beliefs:

      What does your God look like? Where do you think He lives?

      Where do you think Christ lives now? Do you believe he was resurrected?

      Do you believe in prophets?

      Do you think God still speaks to man? LIterally? Through prayer, or both?

      I think you are penalizing Mormons for having answers to these questions. I wish more churches would answer these questions regularly and in print. Because the Mormons answer them, they get criticized.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:34 pm |
    • Carlos Rueda

      Nicely said

      February 6, 2012 at 3:41 pm |
    • adam

      Science proves that bible is impossible too.... You're comments are out of control

      February 6, 2012 at 3:43 pm |
    • Gordy

      You obviously don't know as much about the LDS faith as you think you do. I have been LDS my whole life and we celebrate Easter every year just like the whole Christian world. Kolob is not the place that God lives, so you better check your facts there as well. And again the Book of Mormon has never been adjusted to fit was science thinks they know. My advice to you is check your facts before you say things...

      February 6, 2012 at 3:45 pm |
    • Carlos Rueda

      I mean, nicely said Glenn. @Bobg, that's exactly what their problem is. They think just like you. Who said we should know what God looks like or where He lives? The Bible clearly says that no one has seen or will see God while alive. Mormonism is based on ego-centered beliefs that result exalting man and giving them credit for who they are, rather that giving credit and glory to God for who He is, and no one will ever BE. Because He is the Only One.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:47 pm |
    • tpfd

      actually, Kolob is not the planet where God resides. It's the star closest to where God resides.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:49 pm |
    • Jon

      To Glenn: you are blatantly publishing falsehoods. STOP IT. I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I have lived in and attended Mormon churches in California, Utah, Idaho, Illinois, and New York. I have NEVER attended an Easter Sunday or Christmas Sunday program where Easter wasn't celebrated. On Easter, we sing hymns such as "Christ the Lord is Risen Today" and "He is Risen" among others. I have been a church choir director for over a decade and I have always been asked to prepare special Easter and Christmas music programs. Your point about Easter not celebrated in Mormon churches exposes your ignorance and efforts to spread lies and falsehoods.

      February 6, 2012 at 4:03 pm |
    • Jon

      Follow up to #5: Mitochondrial DNA, Haplogroup X. Found by non-LDS scientists among American Indian Tribes (especially the Hopewell Mound Builders) between Ohio and New York and the Great Lakes region and is traced back to only ONE location. Jews in Israel. Your point of no scientific evidence is completely false.

      February 6, 2012 at 4:07 pm |
    • Penobscot11

      Christians =

      Regularly not nice people full of bigotry. Yes Completely uniformed and slanted interpretations of God's infallible Word. Absolutely.

      One day Glenn will realize that evangelical and born-again interpretation of the Bible violates their coveted axiom that the Bible not be interpreted. And then he'll say, "Well, the Bible says....," and I'll say, "According to who, Glenn? You?" And he'll be more confused than he already is.

      February 6, 2012 at 4:21 pm |
  13. Anon

    This is stupid. So she adheres to NONE of the tenets of Mormonism, yet she calls herself one? Talk about fooling yourself. How can you belong to a certain religion, yet reject everything it believes? What a joke this woman is.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:24 pm |
    • urafkntool

      hey Anon.. weren't you the same guy cheering for catholics for breaking with the church's rules on abortion, gay rights, and birth control?

      February 6, 2012 at 3:25 pm |
    • Incontinentia Buttocks

      Actually, all religious people believe in a different version of their god and religion than the others of that faith. While sometimes the differences are small, they do prove that each person has essentially created their own god to worship – some conform more, some less, but none conform perfectly to the dogma of their religion.

      The interesting thing is that, if there is a god, the one thing it could not be is whatever you want it to be.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:34 pm |
    • Mikey

      I actually understand what Anon is saying. This is not one disagreement of doctine, she has many many many disagreements with the LDS church. How do you belong to a faith when you disagree with almost everything it stands for? Other than the year's supply of food, what does she DO that the church believes in? I am an athiest in a Morman community and I know many "breakaways" but you either give up the LDS faith because the differences are too great, or you put aside your differences and follow the faith.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:45 pm |
  14. Mom of Three

    Her experience isn't so different from Catholics who challenge the Church, etc. It's never easy to disagree with the rank and file.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:24 pm |
  15. Bemyown

    Out West........spoken like a true CNN lemming

    February 6, 2012 at 3:23 pm |
  16. Joe from Kalispell

    Sounds like she is a better Mormon than Harry Reid.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:22 pm |
  17. Ridiculous comments

    First of all, most of the atheists here are way too occupied with religion to really be atheists. Either that or they're some of the biggest hypocrites, side by side with the GOP religious right. Do yourselves a favor, just admit you're agnostics and move on with your lives. Secondly, the "Christians" bashing on the Mormons spend way too much time in "sermons" about the "evils" of Mormonism and too little learning the actual doctrines of Jesus. They also blindly quote scriptural passages that don't actually make the points they think they do (my personal favorite is Paul's "other Jesus" one, since the Nicene creed can't be taken seriously if you take the Bible seriously. The Mormon understanding of the Trinity is more Biblically correct than the Nicene version). Finally, Mormons included, learn what your beliefs and doctrines actually ARE and examine them with a lot of thought before claiming to have "the truth."

    February 6, 2012 at 3:19 pm |
    • Incontinentia Buttocks

      You, by your own argument, are way to involved with morons to be intelligent.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:35 pm |
    • Josh

      I agree completely! Way too occupied with religion to be atheists

      February 6, 2012 at 3:46 pm |
  18. scoobypoo

    I find it amusing than an otherwise seemingly intelligent person would cling to the childhood beliefs instilled through childhood indoctrination (i.e., brainwashing).

    Does she still believe in Santa Claus too?

    February 6, 2012 at 3:19 pm |
    • Paul in NC

      Comparing believing in God to believing in Santa Claus is kind of ridiculous and probably offensive to many. The first is based on teachings and historical events from the beginning of time while the second is based on a fairy tale made up in the 19th century. To call it brainwashing is just ironic since you seem to have brainwashed yourself into denying the possibility that God could exist. No matter what you believe, no one can comprehend the concept of the beginning of existence. There is always something before whether it be infinitely oscillating universes or an omnipotent creator.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:28 pm |
    • adam

      Read Carl Jung and William James... Hopefully you can see how immature your comment is

      February 6, 2012 at 3:29 pm |
    • bobg

      You have fallen into the trap and revealed your self. Intelligent people can't be religious is your basic tenant. The facts speak otherwise. The author did walk away from her faith for a time, and after considering much of what was out there, concluded it was worthwhile to return. Makes her even more intelligent in my eyes.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:38 pm |
    • Rick

      It's sill ups to compare Mormonism to believing in Santa Claus because Santa is a fairy tale started in the 19th century? Um, you do know when God came down to Joseph Smith and gave him giant eyeglasses don't you?

      February 6, 2012 at 3:42 pm |
  19. Mike in SA

    Interesting and sounds like a loving, blended family. What the heck it has to do with Obama is beyond me, but I'm sure the author has her reason for making that known. "wink, wink, nod, nod"

    February 6, 2012 at 3:19 pm |
    • Letmehelpyou

      Seriously? The story is about a Mormon and you don't get the reference to Obama? Let me rephrase for you. She is a Mormon who will be voting not for the apparent GOP representative who is Mormon but for the other guy. Now do you get it?

      February 6, 2012 at 3:29 pm |
    • Joseph

      Because Mitt Romney is running for president and is backed by LDS who is notoriously harsh on members who arent part of the herd.

      February 6, 2012 at 3:47 pm |
  20. Really?

    She's a "girl"? at 40? I didn't get any further in the article, but that is problem one.

    February 6, 2012 at 3:19 pm |
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